Hi,
First, you did do better the second time. There are 3 categories where you did as well as those passing the test, vs only one the first time you took the test.
In order to do better you have to identify what is holding you back.
Are you finishing the exam? Are you the kind of person who overthinks multiple choice questions? Were there multiple questions that you did not know the answer to? Do you get nervous and lose what you already know?
Understanding why you are not succeeding is the way to figure out how to succeed.
Here is a reassuring story: I have two close friends, one who is a born test taker, the other who is truly bad at timed tests. The one who was bad at tests took AP Biology and was serious about becoming a biologist, the other did not take AP Biology and was casually interested in biology. The one without AP Biology class got an 800, the other one did poorly. The poor test taker studied hard, took the test again and got an 800. She went on to a PhD in Biology and became a professor.
I was a nervous test taker which made me not do as well as I could have; my strategy was to read through the test, put my head down on the desk, cradled in my arms as if taking a nap, breathe deeply, and say the phrase, "Bust it out." over and over as I reassured myself that I would do well.
Using this technique I started outperforming my peers on tests.
I sympathize with you over the disappointment of preparing hard for the exam and not passing, two times.
Remember, that success comes with understanding yourself and figuring out what you need to do based on what is holding you back.
I hope this helps you to figure out how to succeed the next time you take it.
Best wishes,
Sarah
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Sarah Halsey P.E., M.ASCE
New York NY
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